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you deserve so much better [Friday
November 27th, 2009 at 1:15pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I keep screwing up.
):

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i want you to be on cloud 9 with me [Thursday
November 19th, 2009 at 2:40am]
[ music | Crawl - Chris Brown ]

You know when you tell a friend that you love them,
you meant you love them as a friend.
But when feelings and affection starts to develop,
the meaning of those three words means absolutely something else.

I really hope I can make you happy.
<3

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FML [Thursday
October 8th, 2009 at 12:04pm]
[ mood | angry ]


So yeah,
i guess im really living up to the name you guys created for me.
The "black sheep" in the family.
I'm the one who's always causing the two of you to fight.
I'm the one who's always going out.
I'm the one who's always coming home late. (to you that is)
I'm the one who's always sucking up all your money.

Well, now that im telling you im working today,
you're making such a big fuss and not letting me go just becasue i told mommy a week ago,
and im only telling you today.
Well tell me,
is it fair to me?!
Here i am, trying to make my own money.
So that i wont need to fucking suck money from you again.
Working for fucking long hours.
And you over there,
getting all angry because i didn't tell you,
and because they serve pork,
and because some crooks run the fucking company.
Oh c'mon,
that's just fucking full of bullshit.
We both fucking know that i'll be working in this industry in future.

And thinking of what you've done/is still doing,
just fucking disgusts me.
And small things like this can make you angry.
HOW ABOUT THE FUCKING BIG THINGS YOU'VE DONE?!

Oh fuck it.
Im leaving.

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i'll be there [Thursday
September 24th, 2009 at 12:00am]
[ mood | moody ]


Sheryl says:

*hahahah

*wlaoooo

*The past is the past kk haha there are sometimes that I think that I wasn't there for you either. So sama sama k. For now, I'll bring you beer, ben & jerry's cookie dough and some hot guys so that you can survive the war you're fighting now

*:D

 

I love you Sheryl Ng Mei Lian.



Im crushed crushed crushed.
Hi,
what is going on at your side?
Coz im slippin' over and over again at mine.

On a lighter note,
i'll be seeing/serving Lewis Hamilton tmrw.
And maybe throw in Nicole too?
And Backstreet Boys,
And No Doubt
and Black Eyed Peas the next few days too?
:V
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i have never stopped loving you [Sunday
September 20th, 2009 at 6:03pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Gosh,
you make it seem like as if i don't feel the same way for you.
I'm not going to lie,
but i actually thought of giving it a second chance
even after saying that i'd let you go.
It's not easy for me you know?

As much as i want to say yes,
no,
i am not fine.
Pretend?
Yeah maybe.

Goodbye my lover,
goodbye hello my friend?
 

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[Sunday
September 13th, 2009 at 10:44pm]
i hate this part
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this is goodnight and not goodbye, i hope [Sunday
September 6th, 2009 at 3:05am]
[ mood | drained ]

It wasn't just the things you did for me.
It's those small things you do to/for me that makes me love you.
From rubbing my bloated tummy,
to coming to my doorstep at 1am to "accidentally" drop your matric card at my gate.

I love you for not giving a damn if i was sucking in my tummy or not.
I love you for not caring how ugly and uneven my eyebrows are.
I love you for feeding me my favourite B&J's ice cream.
I love you for looking into my eyes while im lying down on your bed, not saying a word.
I love you for pinching my cheeks.
I love you for how you smell me, and noticing when i'm using a different perfume.
I love you for loving me as much as i love you.
and the list goes on...

If you know me well,
you should know that I just couldn't tell you these things when i was on the phone with you.
These past few months has been extraordinary.
Just looking back at how much you've done and sacrificed for me makes me want to turn back time.
With all your effort and sacrifices,
I had the best birthday ever this year.
I don't exactly know how we've ended up here,
but it sure has been one hell of a ride.
I'm not sure where this break will take us to,
but just know that i still love you.
As cliche as it may sound,
i do.

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out of bed [Sunday
August 23rd, 2009 at 10:39pm]


4 more days till exams are over.
28/27 more days till fasting is over?
Wish me luckk.
~
 
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BRB [Thursday
August 20th, 2009 at 3:30pm]
[ mood | busy ]


 
My birthday was awesom!
Will be back with photos and videos!
But for now,
its coffee, pills and notes.
~
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SEVENTEENTH [Thursday
August 13th, 2009 at 12:59am]
[ mood | blank ]


HI, I AM SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD NAO
:D


where art thou?
:(

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